life, a damned thing..

Last update

2008-09-06T22:16:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone. (The everyone should be.. less than 10)

I'VE MOVED.

Lunar 7th Month tomorrow!

2008-07-31T22:29:00.003+08:00

To 配合 the Lunar 7th Month..

1. This blog will be "dead" in 2 hours time
2. Omy.sg will have very interesting and fun campaign going on in their website!

Using the remaining 2 hours... I will be sharing with you one of my scary encounter in school.

It was during the CCA camp I had 2 years ago. Me, and other 3 more friends were at the canteen in the middle of the night chatting. The entire CCA peeps were asleep except us. We chatted until around 1am when I saw the orange lights near the canteen CHANGING COLORS. From orange to white, to yellow, blue, pink, red.. then it switches off and on again.. the color changing starts all over again repeatedly.

At first I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me, so I called out to my other friends. All of them turned around and looked at the lights and everyone saw the same thing...

So, we decided to switch to another venue to hold our talks as we didn't want to go back to sleep. We sat outside the general office, which also faces the same lights as the place we sat earlier. But this time round, no lights were changing colors. One of my friends got really scared later on and wanted to go back to the room to take his bible.

When he came back, he told us that he saw the school attendant at the Spice garden. Knowing that he stays outside the school, I immediately said that he could be tired and probably imagined something. But he said he wasn't. We looked at our watch.. 3am.

All of us gathered our courage and walked to the spice garden. We didn't see anyone or hear anything...
You know what they say about 3am being one of the most scariest time to meet ghosts? Yeah. 3AM.

So... we hurried back to the room and pretend there's nothing wrong. End of story.

Still kinda freaks me out now..

Hm..

Oh yes, I'm still not sure what am I going to do with this blog. I'll probably not deleting it. Maybe I'll change it into a chinese blog.. maybe not. Let's see how it goes...

last blogged on 30 June 08.

2008-07-30T11:37:00.003+08:00

HEY everyone!
It's been a month since I last touched this blog.. I know I know..

Anyway this blog is already 3/4 dead. After July 31 this blog will be officially dead. Just so you know.

4 freaking years spent on this blog.

Anyway, to tell you the truth... I do miss this blog once I'm gone. I've spent so much time on this blog, building up its small readers but I'm currently very satisfied with settling in bloopdiary, so I won't be using this blog. I enjoy being as private as possible now.

Speaking of which, I checked nuffnang and there is someone googling "bloopdiary valerie" and ended up at retardarts. If any of my readers/friends/enemies wants to know about this blog, chances are there will not be any results shown on net that will lead you to my new blog cos I did not allow any search engine to post my blog onto it. Searching bloopdiary will not lead you to my blog, because I didnt use 'retardarts' as my signature name. You want the add, ask me personally. If I'm close enough to you or if my mood is good, i'll give it to you. If not, I'm sorry about that.

During this 1 month when I'm away, many things happened. I will not fill you up with all the details.

Anyway, heres an online interview of me in omg.sg:
Click here

VOTE FOR ME

2008-06-30T22:19:00.003+08:00

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Now this is the last time I'm asking you guys to vote. I need more votes! Go vote for me! GOGOGO.

Moving soon

2008-06-18T01:17:00.002+08:00

Dont you think my blog lacks some certain emotions of a human?

Like... my blog only has happy memories and that's it.

I guess that always happens when a blog gets too audience-orientated. Keep the audiences coming in by entertaining them with happy reads.

Not going to anymore.

After a few more post and after I get my 50bucks from Nuffnang (Yes, I have enough money to cash out my earnings), I'm shutting this blog down.

2 more photos for you!

2008-06-17T12:32:00.002+08:00

This Saturday I'm going to Labrador Park for a photoshoot again!

I'm so excitied about this one, I've been looking forward to this since... erm... April?

Oh yea, I'm going to move my blog soon.. moving to some place where no one will find me. And if you found it, you're lucky. Currently I have already finished making my site, so moving would be very soon.

If you didn't see me here, that means I'm there.

Goodbye retardarts blog.

Privacy, the utmost important thing in life.

Internet ROM

2008-06-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

Something interesting for dating couples to play with!

Go to http://irom.org.

You know couples do silly things when they are together?
Here is it!

Deardear and I took an awful long time to choose an auspicious date for our registry. Haha. Finally we found one that he likes, and I have no objection.

So we decided to get married on 20 July!

It sounds good on Chinese Lunar Calendar, and he likes it because its 128 days away from the day we met. Initially we wanted to get 7 Oct, because in the Lunar Calendar it is 9 Sep, which also means eternal forever (chang chang jiu jiu) in Chinese. But he don't like it when its 207 days away from the day we met. He doesn't like odd numbers.

Fussy boy. :P

Haha. It sounds funny, silly but I guess that's something couples enojy to do.. and not going to movies and fun places all the time. You'll get sick of it eventually.

I'm now sharing our joy with you!
Go to this Link!

Have fun couples!

HAHAHAH

2008-06-15T21:10:00.003+08:00

From SGfriends:

Hahaha. Money No Enough 2.. coming your way

Here's a...

2008-06-15T13:01:00.001+08:00

Small preview of the photoshoot yesterday.

:)

Release of blog poll results

2008-06-11T22:31:00.005+08:00

The poll results has officially ended.
Thank you for participating!

Now for the results:

Number of participants: 30
Number of questions: 5

Q: How often do you read my blog?
17% (05)- Everyday
10% (03)- Twice a week
03% (01)- 3 times a week
07% (03)- More than 3 times a week
60% (18)- Once in a blue moon

18 comes once in a blue moon?! No wonder why my counter is so inconsistent at times. Tsk.

Q: Are you a regular tagger of my shoutouts?
03% (01)- Yes
42% (13)- No, but I've tagged before (as a friend)
00% (00)- No, but I've tagged before (as anonymous)
53% (16)- No. I've never tagged before

Aiyooooo~ No wonder why my tagboard is so silent most of the times.

Q: How old are you?
00% (00)- Below 13
21% (06)- Below 16
32% (09)- Below 18
39% (12)- 18 - 21
07% (03)- 21 and above

o.o I didn't know that my blog can attract people from the last age group.

Q: What would you like to see more in my blog?
03% (01)- More songs, lyrics & videos
25% (08)- My school life
50% (15)- Funny entries
21% (06)- My drawings

SEE! I knew it! Everyone who comes to my blog is hoping for funny entries. I'm worse than a comedian, need to spread my life to others in a funny way. =(

Q: How did you find out about my blog?
25% (08)- Through friends/family
10% (03)- Through websites
00% (00)- Through search engines
42% (13)- I gave you the link myself
21% (06)- Others

Thank you people for recommending my humble blog to your friends/family! *kiss*

Ok ok. I have to say that I have a bunch of small but loyal readers around. I've earned you guys with entries that probably are less untruthful, more funny yet honest thoughts and feelings. I hope you will continue to support this little blog, and help me to expand the readerships a little more than before. On the whole, I love you guys!

Will be updating sizzling hot photos and outings once I have the opportunity to! Tomorrow am going back to the nursery to replant my plants. My poor babies died. =(

Lastly,

Have a pleasant holiday!

Thank you guys once again!

Couple Shoot

2008-06-10T12:54:00.002+08:00

I NEED 2 MORE RESPONSES BEFORE I POST THE BLOG POLL RESULTS!
If you haven't done the poll, please do it! It only takes up 5 minutes of your time.

GO GO GO GO GO!

Oh yes, I'll be doing a TFCD couple shoot with a photographer, Dennis C. I'm sooooo looking forward to this shoot.

We're currently on planning now. The male model said anything to everything I've said so I have the final say before I propose to the photographer!

WAHAHAHAHA.

I hope the photos will come up to be fabulous.. and then I shall print it and put it on my cubicle.

Deardear I love you!

Anyway, if you have watched 变奏曲 (bian zou qu), here's an interesting site for you!

http://angelfootprints.vox.com/

:)

Feeling lazy

2008-06-09T14:23:00.006+08:00

I went to granny's house yesterday for a get-together session. Seeing my cousins are such a joy! It's been a long time since I've seen them.

I feel so lazy today!

I don't feel like going anywhere, doing anything. And when I use the comp, I do nothing except staring the screen! I'm also lazy to buy my lunch even when I'm now damn hungry.

Sigh.

Someone buy my lunch for me please~~~

Happy Monthsary!

2008-06-08T13:16:00.003+08:00

If you haven't notice it yet...
Scroll down and take at my "Awards" Section. There's a new banner!

Thank you for making me remain at 2nd place for 'Most Popular Blog'!

Keep voting!

***

Today marks the first month of Me and CK.
I love you deardear! Happy monthsary!

I've been listening to old songs this morning. My current fav is 傷痕 by Sandy Lam.
Enjoy.

女人独有的天真...

Stylebytes has been taken down :(

2008-06-07T13:26:00.003+08:00

My favourite fashion blog, Stylebytes, has been taken down.

Kinda sad, isn't it?

I absolutely love Stylebytes. Agathe, the author of the blog, was the greatest source of inspiration when it comes to picking my clothes out of the wardrobe. She is not some big famous celebrity, but her style of clothings and advices probably get people through some thinking.

I'm not sure why she taken down this blog, but I just hope that she'll put up the site again.

I miss stylebytes.

Nominate your favourite blogger: Me, Valie

2008-06-05T20:23:00.002+08:00

ATTN PEEPS!

If you like my blog, go go go nominate my blog at omy.sg. It doesn't take you too long, just squeeze out 5 minutes of your precious time just like how you vote for me in SGfriends!

Below are the informations for the nomination:

Your Details:
Your full name:
Your Emai:

Details of Nominated Blog:
Blog title: retardarts
Blog url: http://retardarts.blogspot.com
Contesting Catergory:
Blogger's Name: Valerie
Blogger's Email: chua_shujuan_valerie@hotmail.com
Blogger's Contact No.: (If you have it, then type it)
Reason for nomination:

Go to http://sgblogawards.omy.sg/blog/nominate/ to nominate!

Starbucks Coffee Session

2008-06-05T17:30:00.006+08:00

On last Sunday, 1st June 2008
Had a coffee session with Deardear.

I need to save up for a digital camera.
Can't stand this lousy quality.

Ink Sketching

Deardear calling his coursemate

Ghost face Valie

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2008-06-05T14:49:00.002+08:00

1. Thanks for helping me to achieve 2nd in place for Most Popular Award in SGFriends.net!

VOTE MORE PLEASE!

2. I'm on this quite pissed and lousy mood because 2 of my group mates didnt come for the OC feedback today. And one of them is trying to escape from the online meeting later.

3. I feel even lousier because today is monthly blood donation day. I'm having a constant cramp for the entire day and I still need to prepare somethings for the online meeting later at 8pm.

That's about it.
Tata.

This is really a very sad entry...

2008-06-03T15:17:00.004+08:00

I'm in Ngee Ann Poly now.

Ha-ha-ha.

Alright. Tell you something. I JUST FINISHED A BOOK!

It's a romance novel called "Sex, lies and online dating" by Rachel Gibson.

It's an entertaining read I tell you. A little erotic I would say, but if you can imagine.. Hey, you'll find it both hilarious and romantic at the same time.

Go buy it. It's good.

**

I would really wish that I could whine as much as I want in my blog, because this is MY SPACE. However, whining... doesn't solve much problems. In fact, it add on more problems, more burdens about other people. People come to my blog for stress relieve because they are mostly happy reads.

As many would have guessed, I'm not happy with my current life.

Though I led a quite fulfilling, stressful-but-happy lifestyle in school, I think I'm no happy man inside. Everyone who is a regular reader of my blog knows what is my passion, what I really like to do.

To be able to have the talent to act, to pretend even for just an hour is a joy to me. I get to relax myself totally when I used to go back to Drama or BUDS. I like there because it's like a second home to me, I get to do what I like to do without caring much about anything. Even though the days were stressful enough for you to tear all the hair from your head, those days were the most happiest days of my life.

I guess I can never do the same again. 2 days ago, I finally return back to BUDS because I'm finally free from school work. But perhaps that session is trying to tell me to give up my passion for 5 years. I experienced my first ever blanked out on stage, the kind of feeling I never had. I can't think, I can't wack a scene out of anything. Because of that, I cried.

"It's no big deal," you said. To me, Drama means alot to me. It is a starting point of my life, somewhere where I met so many good friends, those that don't mind how I look, how I speak, how I react. I feel good there because of them, and many teachers who have helped me over the years have taught me many good values on how to be a better person.

I believe I have a talent in this area. During these years I stay on and fight. I've came so far, yet I lost it all because of my hectic polytechnic lifestyle. Many a times I felt like giving up, yet I stayed on because of something, something that makes my life complete. Now this time I really feel that I should give up. Perhaps this road was never meant for me. Again and again I've met so many obstacles. This one is the biggest. I can never revert back to the same again.

I really miss the old time, the times I stayed up late in the night because I'm doing things for Drama. Compliments are always there to keep me going ahead, and friends are there for me when I feel vulnerable.

Who can I turn to at this point of time? Everyone doesn't look the same to me anymore. They looked distant, and I'm sure they feel the same way as I did when they all look at me.

As for my current course, I'm happy to fit in there because I remembered saying something like if God wants me to fall into that pit of shit, then I shall.
I'm glad I can survive in there, and new coursemates have been very supportive of me. However, it just feels different. I keep a distance away from everyone, not that I'm like some arrogant bastard and stuffs but I just tend to be cautious. I don't think I will be able to pour out my heartfelt words to them anytime soon not because I don't treat them as friends. It's just different. When I can say anything under the sun to a person, that means I know them well enough to pour secrets. However they aren't that close yet, we don't have much topics to share about, and I certainly don't have any hobbies that interests them. I find it hard to communicate though I've tried. I'm happy to fit in, but not very happy because I only fit in and not totally be in it.

**

Oh btw, sorry for not replying to any tags since god-knows-when. I've been rather busy the past previous weeks, and I'm feeling rather down lately.

Till then.

Kena tagged...

2008-05-31T17:39:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Huijun.

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
Ans: I want to get married young, preferbably 23 or 24 years old. But if I cant... then any age before 30 will do.

2) Study Hard or Play Hard?

Ans: Now, study hard.

3) Who is the person you trust most?

Ans: Dear dear

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?

Ans: Yes I supposed.

5) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?

Ans: To be able to enjoy life in years to come.

6) Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?

Ans: No. I've not seen one before. (non-literal and literally)

7) What is your goal for this year?

Ans: 3.9 GPA here I come~~~

8) Do you believe in eternity love?

Ans: Yes?

9) Have you broken some one's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Ans: Nah. I don't have that power to.

10) What feeling do you love the most?

Ans: Relaxing myself after weeks of chiong-ing ICEs.

11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Ans:
DECENT (meaning he musn't be in any gang [so outdated], musn't smoke)
Someone whom I can see eye to eye (kan de shun yan)
Minimal vulgarities when talking to me
Equal intelligence or smarter than me (communication is very important)
Better planner than me
Someone who will give me freedom and space to breathe
Same hobbies (optional)

12) What feeling do you hate most?

Ans: Kena pissed.

13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Ans: Yes of course. I value friendship very much.

14) Do you believe in GOD?
Ans: NO. I'm not a religion person.

15) What do you think is most important thing in your life?

Ans: Love, family and friends.

16) Who do you hope to be there always with you?

Ans: CK~~~~~~~~~

17) Whose your best friend?

Ans: Friends of 3 years! : Scott, Jaspas and Ling

18) Who cares you the most?

Ans: Dear dear and Family?

19) Who do you think that hates you the most?
Ans: Obviously my enemies.

20) How many people have fallen in love with you?
Ans: F*ck. How to count?!

*Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing and
I've tagged...

Vivian
Joanne
Jaspas
Ling
Leonard
Paul
Mitch
DLA coursemates

End of Term 1

2008-05-31T16:48:00.026+08:00

IT'S FINALLY HOLIDAYS.
I've been rather rather rather busy recently. Busy chiong-ing my last project (ICE).
As of today, I'm finally taking a break from school for er... 3 weeks.
But during this 3 weeks I can be able to do what I like to do!
Yay-ness.

So,
I'm flooding you with a series of photos from school. Some shots taken few weeks ago. It's really shitass loads of photos.

Ronn in Mr Sonny's specs

You Jian and Zilong ~~gay-ing~~ sharing sweets

PLT taught us how to plant our own pot of plants!

Benjamin with our group of plants

Our babies

I braided TTL's "tail"!

A creation of me and Daniel

The entire class' submissions of a project for one module

One of my project work

Added planes to the sticks

Final Product

Cutting leaves in HortPark

Playground's facilities in HortPark

Garden of Love

Last Day of Term 1

Me and Cherry

Clique shot 1

Clique shot 2

With Mr Sonny

With Ms Marilyn

With Ronn's clique

There done!

I'm returning to BUDS tomorrow! Heard there's an exciting rehearsal tmr.
w00t!

Oh btw, do a short survey at the poll on the right side bar!

Go go go!

虽然我愿意

2008-05-24T21:21:00.005+08:00

*LYRICS UPDATED!*

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

* 就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

Repeat *

888

2008-05-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

CIP GROUP 2 LISTEN UP!
I don't have everyone's email, so...

click the thumbnail to enlarge and save that big file to your comp.

=)

Saw this on Peiling's blog:

"不知你们是否发现这个规律：
1月25日,雪灾=天灾
3月14日,藏独=人祸
5月12日,地震=地灾
1+2+5=08
3+1+4=08
5+1+2=08
08年08月08日奥运会

Furthermore, the I heard that the day which the Si Chuan Earthquake happen is 88 days from the Olympics..."

Translation:
25/1 = Snow disaster
14/3 = Tibetian Independence
12/5 = Earthquake

1+2+5 = 8
3+1+4 = 8
5+1+2 = 8

08.08.08 = Beijing Olympics

Freaky...

Dedicated to...

2008-05-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

No one has ever:

- folded straw hearts for me everytime we stepped into Macs
- come all the way from his school to my school during his lunch break or
- fetch me home from any of my class outings or after my school hours
- Willing to spend hours and hours accompanying me (and not disturbing me) when I'm doing my project work, homework.
- Accompanying me to shop without grumbles
- Wait for me to finish work before he go to sleep no matter how late it was
- Be interested in everything I said to him
- Remains patient with me even though I like to grumble alot
- Listen to me sing on the phone for hours without falling asleep

Thank you deardear. Thank you CK.
8 May 2008, I'll always remember that day.
=D

*loves*

Pulau Ubin Trip - 120508

2008-05-14T19:38:00.020+08:00

Please scroll down for the previous entry on Botanical Garden trip. Haha.

I got effing sunburnt in Ubin! I woke up especially early (4.30 AM) for this ubin trip cos we are meeting at 8.00 at Changi Jetty. And it's a freaking monday for goodness sake. *monday blues*

On the way there: Kevin, Cherry

On the way to Ubin

ttl (Tan Ah teck)'s friend, Tan Ah Gau

Spice garden in Ubin:

Yam

Coconut tree

Papaya Tree

A blur image of Amos dragging my bike up the slope. Thanks Amos!

Chek Jawa:

To Chek Jawa's jetty

Emo Amos

Me and Cherry

Yi En and Me

Me, Zhi Ning

Botanical Garden Trip - 080508

2008-05-14T14:02:00.010+08:00

Sorry guys, I'm so tired and busy recently that I have no time to blog.

To accompensate you, I shall write 2 seperate posts about my school life! We had school trips to Botanical garden and Pulau Ubin!!!

I'm writing the ubin one later.

Botanical garden:

My lecturer, Mr Sonny!

Zhi Ning, Me, Mae

You Jian's pretty legs

This cute little plant here is called Kaempferia elegans 'Shazam'

Call her the Alpinia purpurata 'Jungle Queen'

Costus curvibracteatus

Never call ginger 'ginger' again! It's zingiber officinale!

Hahaha.

Ok, I will update the next entry when I wake up from my sleep.

mmmmmm~

2008-05-05T21:57:00.003+08:00

I'm:

- Most likely get selected for a shoot with Jeremy.
- going for a interview for a 3-day job at Mercedes merchandise booth during the Singapore F1 event.

mmmmm.

NEUUWWWWWWW Blogskin

2008-05-04T03:09:00.003+08:00

I finally changed the blogskin of this blog.
Grey, white and black is too dull.

As usual, took alot of work in that banner.

Thanks Tere, Scott and CK for the opinions.
(:

I LAUGHED LIKE A MAD COW!

2008-04-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA.

http://www.np.edu.sg/imc/ivid/player.aspx?vid=189

Look at this link! It's a video production I did 2 years ago for a group of students from Ngee Ann Poly Chinese Studies.

I laughed like crazy when I saw it. HAHAHA.

Go view go view.

Sigh...

2008-04-26T13:34:00.010+08:00

So it has been 2 weeks since school starts. So I shall update you guys with... school stuffs.

Pictures!

Ok, my phone is getting crappier. So.. don't expect much from this crap cybershot phone.

You know what's the best part of my course?

See for youself.

YES A CUBICLE OF MY OWN!

I can decorate the cubicle anyhow I want, and I have a computer to myself!

COOL RIGHT?!?!

A schoolwork of mine - designing a logo that reflects the course you're in, with the initials of your name.

So that's a... seedling growing in the shape of a "V".

Gahhh.

But the worst part of the course is that there's too much homework, project work to do. Reflection papers, reaction papers, ICE 1 for LDS, ICE1 for PLT and bla bla bla.

There's also a whole lot of stationaries to buy and that costs you a bomb. Come'on, 200 bucks for stationaries, isn't that a bomb?

So finally it's weekends so I can slack a little before I start sketching my next project.

Thank god I can draw.

So this is me... going to school without makeup. Ok, only for the eyes I put a little eyeliner and mascara to make myself looked less sleepy.

HAHAHA. I just came back from toilet and decided to weigh myself.

I'm... 40kg.

Not 41kg.

I'm lighter by 1 kg.

You know what is the best way to slim down? Not dieting. I don't go on diet. Never.

Is do work. Work after work until you fall sick. Then you will realise those medicines makes you lost a kg again.

No wonder why TTL calls me White Bone Spirit.

:(

S-I-C-K

2008-04-24T16:43:00.005+08:00

I am sick.

Cough, flu, headache.

Ugh.

Ugh.

UUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHH.

Sick girl still has to do her homework.

Sigh.

Who says Poly life is easy?
That's all bullshit.

But it is slack when you have done everything. Slack to the extent that you feel bored because you have nothing to do.

And not allowed to chat on MSN, surf net, play games when you have nothing to do. That's the worst.

However I think I'm beginning to love my course. Machiam doing art and craft everyday.

Copyright Reserved.

TELL ME THAT MY WORK IS NICE!!!

That's like my first ICE (In-class-excercise) project for Landscape Design Studio module. Spend like 2 hours on this.

"She makes me feel like I could be a tower, a big strong tower.
The power to be, the power to give, the power to see."

I got a neuuuuuuwwwww straightener!

2008-04-20T23:02:00.003+08:00

Let you have a closer look of my bangs.

I LOVE MY NEW STRAIGHTENER!

Look at the bangs! They are so straight now!

I tell you, Watson is selling their own brand of hair straightener for 14 bucks! Usually its around 24 bucks, now they are having a sale sort of thing! It's until 23rd April, so if you wanna get an affordable yet not so bad quality hair straightener, GET THIS!!!

It's really not a bad straightener, it doesn't overheat and it really straightens your hair damn well if you press down hard enough.
If I bother to spend 1 hour or so straightening my hair... prolly my hair will look like...

this:

Haha. More or less. My bangs arent that long yet. LOL.

Shall try straightening my hair tomorrow before school.

Hm..

Vanity Fair

2008-04-19T19:27:00.002+08:00

Time to update my vanity wishlist...

I'm in desperate need of:

1. A new crayon khol eyeliner.
(one that really works well without much smudging and really dark lines)

2. Straightener
(need them for my bangs. uh.)

3. SHOES
(sneakers or ballet flats for school. And a pair of really comfy heels)

4. Concealer
(I really hate it when I need to apply a rather thick amount of foundation cos I ran out of concealer)

5. Shirts, pants, dresses

And all these amounts to...
Around another 100 bucks.

Sigh...

WHERE ON EARTH DO I GET MONEY FOR ALL THESE ITEMS! Fall from the sky?!

Sigh.

---

Lyrics:

Title: Vogue
Artist: Madonna
Album: The Immaculate Collection

Strike a pose
Strike a pose
Vogue, vogue, vogue
Vogue, vogue, vogue

Look around everywhere you turn is heartache
It's everywhere that you go [look around]
You try everything you can to escape
The pain of life that you know [life that you know]

When all else fails and you long to be
Something better than you are today
I know a place where you can get away
It's called a dance floor, and here's what it's for, so

Chorus:

Come on, vogue
Let your body move to the music [move to the music]
Hey, hey, hey
Come on, vogue
Let your body go with the flow [go with the flow]
You know you can do it

All you need is your own imagination
So use it that's what it's for [that's what it's for]
Go inside, for your finest inspiration
Your dreams will open the door [open up the door]

It makes no difference if you're black or white
If you're a boy or a girl
If the music's pumping it will give you new life
You're a superstar, yes, that's what you are, you know it

(chorus, substituting "groove" for "move")

Beauty's where you find it
Not just where you bump and grind it
Soul is in the musical
That's where I feel so beautiful
Magical, life's a ball
So get up on the dance floor

(chorus)

Vogue, [Vogue]
Beauty's where you find it [move to the music]
Vogue, [Vogue]
Beauty's where you find it [go with the flow]

Greta Garbo, and Monroe
Deitrich and DiMaggio
Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
On the cover of a magazine

Grace Kelly; Harlow, Jean
Picture of a beauty queen
Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire
Ginger Rogers, dance on air

They had style, they had grace
Rita Hayworth gave good face
Lauren, Katherine, Lana too
Bette Davis, we love you

Ladies with an attitude
Fellows that were in the mood
Don't just stand there, let's get to it
Strike a pose, there's nothing to it

Vogue, vogue

Oooh, you've got to
Let your body move to the music
Oooh, you've got to just
Let your body go with the flow
Oooh, you've got to
Vogue

DLA's Project Runway

2008-04-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

SP DLA GOT OUR OWN PROJECT RUNWAY!!!

We were to design and make a set of clothings using recycled materials to promote being environmental friendly..

And I won 2nd in this project!

The making of this dress is super easy, with the help of the super strong gaffer tape. Gaffer gaffer I love you~

We started this project on Wednesday, and today is the presentation day itself!
Really have to thank the Year 2 seniors Wan Xian and Fang Xin for help. You guys are great!

And thank ~~god~~ Mr Sonny that I have no school tomorrow, so I can afford to sleep late late late. WOOHOOOOOO~

I really don't feel like blogging, but this is so interesting! How can you miss this part of my school life out?

And in case you're wondering something about the photo...

... you are right.

Yes, you're so damn right.

I just cut my fringe!

I cut it on last Saturday before going to the Sexyback party. Bah. At one moment I thought I looked damn friggin' ugly with the bangs that I kept wearing Headbands and Cap (then ttl [teck leong for short] kept teasing me about the headband. Winterrrr~). Now it looks ok to me.

I love bangs.

*love*

Flag Day 2008

2008-04-12T12:23:00.007+08:00

It's been a looonnnngggg time since I last went for flag day. Like in, 4 years?

Anyway, SP have this flag day for all freshmen to clock in 3 hours of CIP into their CDP programme.

Seriously flag day is crap.. because:

The one who gets the most donation will get a pair of tix to France!
Second goes for a cruise!

Why not just donate the prizes to the charity instead?

And after that we have the post flag day party for all freshmen.

While waiting for the party to start:

The 3 dudes that I'm close with in my course
From background: Teck Leong, Yan Xin, Benjamin

Machiam club atmosphere lor!

But it wasn't fun at all.

Sigh.

Attention peeps!
TODAY

SEXYBACK @ BOSSLOUNGE!

VIEW MY PREVIOUS POST!
HURRY!

SexyBack @ Bosslounge

2008-04-09T23:05:00.001+08:00

ANOTHER UPCOMING PARTY WITH DJ TEARIES!

SexyBack @ Bosslounge!
on next Saturday, 12 April 2008.

from 8pm till late.

The best sluttiest DJ will bring you grooving
through the night, with Breaks, Reggaeton, Hippy
Breaks, Hip-hop & R’n'B, and the last few minutes
with a taste of Break-beat & Eurodance.

Ticket Price: $14
Age Limit: 17 years old

For ticket sales/reservations and enqiures
Contact: Melissa @ 9223 5543

Theme: Tube top or bareback for girls

Bosslounge is located at 39 Circular Road, (S)049395

I know my class timetable!

2008-04-06T20:01:00.003+08:00

I know my class already!

DLA/FT/1A/01

Huibin aka Panda #1:
Why your class name so long one?
What does it stand for?

Me aka Panda #3:
DLA is Dip in Landscape Architecture
FT I dont know
1A is year one student
01 is 1st class

Ugh, I got my timetable too.
I think I can die in that class. =(

Monday: 10am to 1pm, 2pm to 5pm
Tuesday: 10am to 12pm, 1pm to 5pm
Wednesday: 8am to 12pm
Thursday: 9am to 1pm, 2pm to 5pm
Friday: 9am to 12pm, 1pm to 3pm

Can I not go to school? Please...

PAPARAZZI @ POPARAZZY

2008-04-05T02:21:00.003+08:00

Helping my friend, Tearies to advertise...

TODAY (Saturday 05.04.08)

PAPARAZZI @ POPARAZZY
(@ BOAT QUAY)

All entrys to 16 and above
from 9pm - 4am

PURE brand new party club ambience!
Party will be crazy at the newly opened Poparazzy
with DJ Funky Monkey and not least the
championship holder of World Regional DJ
Competition: DJ Tearies!
Well known as the Sluttiest
DJ which brings you the most dirty sound
of “Hippy Breaks, hip-hop, reggaeton and R&B”!

(Photo I.D. above the age of sixteen is
required to enter club)

想听的话

2008-04-03T15:21:00.001+08:00

慢慢地撤出忧伤
你在转角处等他
能用声高放地唱
我可以整天对你不牵挂

这场爱不会开花
我情书却割舍不下
明知你爱的是他
却还是学不会摆脱这挣扎

想听的话你说给了他
我的快乐从此蒸发
如果同时爱的代价哪相信
想撒个什么谎

想听的话得不到回答
我却还在独自装傻
回答时我的脸颊好让你看不见
我眼角的变化

Ling needs her account back.

2008-04-03T14:24:00.003+08:00

Remember Ling? The one who sang Larkin Step?

Click here to sign the petition

A TAG.

2008-04-03T13:43:00.003+08:00

Tagged by My Sister Paul!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Err.. break up?

2.What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Like that lor... What?

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Me in a beautiful gown (duh) and stepping into somewhere with victoria style buildings.

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yeah kinda. I got quite a screwed up life.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
Someone not very tall (but must be taller than me), decent (no gangs, no smoke), caring, sweet (not overly sweet. ughs)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Being loved...

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
For awhile yes. Or try to maintain friendship ties with him. If he doesn't give a damn, then I wont bother too.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wait.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
TONS.

10. What do you want most in life?
Carefree life.

Not that I'm dont own much freedom already. But I just want a kind of life in which I can do whatever I like at any point of time, and not be forced to do things i dont wish to do.

11. Is being tagged fun?
Ok uh.... *figets*

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Like that lor.
What you want?
I'm fine with it what.

...

^(*^&(^(&%&@!@*#

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
Friends.

14. What kind of person do you think I am?
Paul is...
someone who can cheer me up in the middle of night no matter how late it is.

AND,
able to make me LAUGH when I'm sobbing non stop a minute ago.

yes, that's how good he is. My SISTER!!!

15. What is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?
In my life?
I would say that I entered Drama.
It changed my life completely.
Thanks.

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do/how would you react?
Walk away lor.
He might be just pretending not to recognise me.

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Depends.

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
Someone whom I really love and able to love me back the same way as I do.

19. What type of friends do you like?
I'm fine with any friends as long as they

Don't backstab me.

#$!@%*^&!!!

20.If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
Laugh!

Yay damn happy. Someone fell for me trick.
HAHAHAHAH.
HAHAHh..
Hahah...

*water poured onto my face*

The next person to be tagged..
JOANNE
JASPAS
LING
VIVIAN
HUIJUN
LEONARD
& ANYONE WHO READ THIS POST!

Out-dated Pictures

2008-04-01T13:29:00.010+08:00

V'Day 2008

I FINALLY GOT A BLYTHE DOLL!
Thanks Sean!

Modelling shoot on 09 march 2008

With Xiaoting

At Skatepark last friday with Jaspas

Step Up 2 with the dangerous man (CK)

Mozzie Mozzie Mozzie

2008-03-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

School is starting in... 2 weeks time.
Oh my gosh.

Seriously speaking, I don't think I'm able to handle the upcoming stress. I'm already starting to retreat into my little own world.

Sigh. I'm just someone who can't handle stress well.

Putting this aside, I got even MORE problems coming up.

1. My laptop is not fixed yet.
2. I got ALOT of mosquitoes bites on both feet.

(Aye, is REALLY ALOT OF MOSQUITOES BITES LOR!)

HORRORRRRRR~

I would really like to post a picture of my ugly feet up on this blog, but I wanna keep this blog PG cos the sight of my feet is rather... disgusting and disturbing.

I showed my Mum my ugly feet today and she gave me a WTH face. My Dad asked me where I got bitten, I said Orchard.
Seriously Orchard should not be a place full of mozzies lor! Like what-the-heck?

Everytime I look down on my feet, I squirmed.

I look like someone got infected by some diseases.

So err... does anyone knows how to make the mozzie swellings go away faster? I really hate seeing my once beautiful legs in this state.

Sigh.

Heh heh heh...

2008-03-25T03:46:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging at 3.47AM.

I'm supposed to be asleep at this hour, but I'm not. Because I felt that I need to blog about this before sleeping and I owe you guys yummy and interesting posts.

Prepare fork and knife to eat up this delicious post, people.

Seriously I think after this post, loads of people will come knock on my blog's door and probably "bash" me up. But really,

If you cannot tahan this post, DONT READ IT.

And thus, ended the disclaimer.

Before I start this post...

WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW!

This is Royston Tan's movie: Gangster 15

What's your first reaction to this video?

When I first watch it, I actually had a good laugh like nobody's business. They really give me the impression of a REAL ah beng (I heard those guys in the clip are real ah bengs. but whatever): Trying to act cool with tattoos, cigs and spouting vulgarities like there's no tomorrow. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, dancing and saying gang poems with techno music!

Sorry to say but, THEIR DANCING ARE SO HORRIBLE.
And I really laughed like crazy because of the dance. Not that I can dance la, but I can imagine how ALLLLLLLL the ah bengs actually dance like them. It's so.. Oh-My-God.

Viewing the comments are the worst of all. You really can drop dead on the floor with your stomach cramped and jaw opened big enough to swallow a cow.

"ey f*** you la grow up la ch**by*. go join gang untill when? grow up and get married then stop ah? you will eventually right? k*n pu**y sh*t. go join the army "

Hahaha. He talks like Ah Beng, yet he's scolding all those who join gangs.

[in ah beng's tone]DAMN LOW LIFE LOR[/ah beng's tone]

Ok, so my point of this post is...
What are all these guys trying to prove to the society?

To tell the people they are some people whom are not to be rifle with?
To tell the people that they are cool and you're not?

Or to tell the people that they are a bunch of cowards who gets a bunch of their own members and beat up some other guy?
Or to tell the people they actually are the ones who chop the places in rehabilitation centres and jails?

To me,

Gangsterism is just something you show off proudly.
"Hey! I'm in XXX. Better not rifle with me. Else, I find someone and beat you up."

Gangsterism is what cowards do, to protect themselves.
"I'm in trouble! Get people to help me!"

Gang Poems are also something you show off proudly, in clubs and everywhere else.
*starts the gang poem and wait for the rival gang to wallop you up in a pulp*

Why bother to join one in the first place?
For protection? (you only get protection from police. idiots)
For friends? (those that teaches you negative stuffs are not your friends. god, when will you learn?)
For fun? (gangs are outdated la. Go join a reading club or something)

God. Pest of the societies.

What's your reaction then?

P/S: I wouldn't be surprised if some random ah beng caught this blog and started spamming my tagboard like nobody's business. If you wanna bash me, you don't have to bash me on my tagboard.

My blog is so dead.

2008-03-14T01:44:00.003+08:00

I seriously have to find something to blog about. Everything I wrote recently is so short, and I only have 3 posts in March (so far).

How ah?

What my life is right now:
- Drama
- Drama
- More Drama
- Drama mama
- Drama Rama

REALLY!
These few weeks I really did run about for Drama, most of the days going down to TFP. But as for tomorrow, I have to go to Singapore Poly for some enrolment stuffs.

Sigh.

And Did I tell you about a paid photoshoot at Clarke Quay?
Yes, I haven't got back the pictures. But some are already surfacing online... via the photographers' multiply site, forum threads, so on and forth.

So... just putting up 3 images for eye candy purposes.

Photo Courtesy by: MomentoEverlast

Photo Courtesy by: SpitFir3

Photo Courtesy by: di0nysus

Another wishlist

2008-03-11T14:20:00.004+08:00

Yeserday I went to Far East Plaza with Weepeng after work (volunteering) @ TFP.

Walked around, bought 2 tee shirts @ around $20 for 2.
Walked around, saw a bag which is big enough for school, and looks cool. $30.
Walked around, saw a pair of pointy toed canvas shoe, selling for $19.90.
Walked around, saw another pair of pointy toed canvas shoe in dirty yellow color, selling for $29.90.
Walked around, saw a notebook at Paper People @ $12.50. I'm so gonna get it.
Paper People also sells weird shirts. Looks cool but dont know the price.

Total: Near $100

I wanna get more tee shirts.

CK told me hes getting the fashion police because I like to wear color clashes things and that I should start wearing heels like everyday.

Aite that's it. Bb.

Ack!

2008-03-10T12:34:00.002+08:00

Bloody hell, I'm so busy recently la!

Just went for a paid photoshoot @ clarke quay and audition at buds. Came home and tio fever.

Photoshoot = tiring
Audition = fun. I got a role!

Later going down to TFP.

Once I got the photos back I'll update you guys ok!

CYA!

P/S: Vote for me leh.....

MIA

2008-03-03T20:43:00.001+08:00

Ok.

I have somethings to rush out these few days (drama) and so this blog will be neglected.

Check back in a few days' time.

High Street 5

2008-03-01T01:19:00.007+08:00

OHHHHHH~

I found a new online game to play!

http://www.highstreet5.com.sg

High Street 5, or known as HS5, is a Singapore based game (I think). It's something like Audition SEA, but it has new songs (i.e UMBRELLA, Chinese songs) that Audition SEA doesn't have.

The people inside are more 3-D too!

Here's some screenshots for you guys!

Ever since Audition in my comp experienced some problems (I cannot hear any music at all no matter how loud the volume I turned on), I stopped playing Audition. Life for me is sickening boring because when I'm at home, I really have NOTHING to do. UNTIL, I saw this installation CD in eMAX yesterday. I took it home, tried it and like it!

You guys should try it too. Not telling you to stay glued to the comp 24/7 to play this game, but just play it in your free time. Games sometimes helps to kill time really effective.

SP DLA

2008-02-28T23:58:00.001+08:00

I remembered that I said I will tell everyone when I have a school...

I GOT INTO LANDSCAPE ARCHITECTURE IN SP!!!!!!

yayyyy!

(finally, a space in avaliable for me)

I would like to invest on a book...

2008-02-27T13:08:00.004+08:00

called A Void by George Perec.

Because it has a nice cover (I'm a fan of books with beautiful/colorful covers) with interesting idea/plot and of course because it's recommended by Books Actually in my email newsletter.

I'm only afraid that it's too cheem for me. Bleah. Shall give it a go since I'm craving for books at the start of the year.

You can take a look at the rest of the recommended ones in HERE.

Shall take a trip down to BA tomorrow.

Besides A Void, I want to get myself...

- A pair of new shoes from Im@ge Turn (because WC bought her heels there and they're super comfy)
- Stockingsssssssss (I tore mine in DXO)
- Bag?
- Dress or some nice sexy top

Tomorrow's shopping trip would probably cost me

a bomb

as huge as $100.

I might consider getting some stuffs another day since I have to go from Far East to Telok Ayer, to bugis to any else where.

See how first

Romp III @ Zouk on 11th March 2008

2008-02-25T22:09:00.003+08:00

Youth Empire presents:

ROMP III @ ZOUK
11TH MARCH 2008, Tuesday

Mixed age party (16 years & above)

Pre Sales @ $14 per ticket.

Interested buyers pls contact:
Sean @ 91805989

(Sean is going away to HK soon. So he's not going to Zouk ): )

CLEAREANCE SALE!!

2008-02-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

Advert

SSEBASIE@LIVEJOURNAL is having a CLEAREANCE SALE!

All items used less than thrice.

Ranging from clothing to bags to accessories, from vintage to retro to contemporary to seasonal!

Also,
there's a decrease of price in items posted in version 1!

Click HERE to view sale now!

Hurry up chop chop buy all of them homeeeee~

Still school-less

2008-02-21T22:06:00.002+08:00

Went to Ngee Ann Poly & Singapore Poly with Raymond to check out the JAE appeal.

NP counsller told me NOT to choose a random course and study.
She told me to go retake my O's which is not a wise choice to do so. (MOE change syllabus la. If I need to retake, I have to attend secondary 3 classes all over again)
She told me that DAE is not recommendable too.

SP counseller told me that she have no idea how high are the chances of me getting in to Landscape architecture since the COP is like 18? And my ElR2B2 is 18.

Raymond said we still can try sending MP's letter (which is really the last resort).

If all else fails, I don't know what I can do.

Anyway, thanks Weepeng, Raymond, Nikz, Stuart, Deadman (though I still dont know who are you), and all others who are so patience with me during these few days when I just kept flaring my temper and feeling extremely lousy.

"Thanks" to all those people who kept rubbing salt onto my wound.

-

2008-02-20T19:43:00.005+08:00

Sigh.

So in the end I still get nothing.

I'm so dead.

Waiting for DAE and appeal. Hopefully MOE can throw me into some random course.

Amongst all the sadness,
my script is chosen for this Sunday's BUDS workshop & audition.

And Ms Ibaidah told us that we can "teach" our juniors. Like you know, non-official/no pay instructor. No?

但是我高兴不起来。

Please God, stop fooling me. Please..?

Posting of results JAE

2008-02-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

Ling - Dune says:
Yo so how is your posting? Your last blog entry is cryptic. crying and hysterical then a smiling face at the bottom of it?

Haha. Okok, so I shall tell everyone which school am I posted into so you all can stop bothering me.

I'm currently school-less.

Yes yes, I have no school now. This is not a joke.

I woke up by Sean telling me to check my phone. The first thing I saw was that MOE said that I'm not posted into any school. I filled up 12 choices in my JAE application!

JPSAE wasn't successful either...

Then the appeal came, but I only have 4 choices to choose from. 4 sucky choices. But I still choose 3 out of those 4.

As I was feeling half-dead, and having a mass conversation with Weepeng and Selina, a non-familiar number called me... IT WAS MS JENNIFER WONG! After finding out my aggregate scores from me, she said she would try to help me.

So not all hopes are lost YET. But right now please stop bothering me about this posting results thingy. I will tell you when I get a school and a course.

And of course, I hope this time round God is not going to fool me anymore. I fell so many times from the bridge but you put me back up and give me hopes after hopes. This time round, please don't lift me up to a cliff and push me down again.

A picture speaks a thousand words

2008-02-19T11:53:00.010+08:00

JAE:

Click thumbnail for full size

UPDATES!

Then..

Click thumbnail for full size

:D

Wishlist

2008-02-18T23:25:00.004+08:00

I think it's about time that I have to go shopping again. Need some new stuffsssss~

Things I need

: New T-shirts
: New jeans/skinnies/pants/shorts
: At least one demin skirt
: Decent school bag
: New stationaries
: Refill for my foundtion
: New concealor

Life sucks,

sigh.

To Mdm Ng's house!

2008-02-17T12:33:00.014+08:00

God. My eyes are very tired and swollen.

Yesterday I went to Mdm Ng's house for CNY visit with the whole lot of Drama seniors! It's always a "tradition" to visit Mdm Ng at least once in a year. And we always either leave when the sky is very dark (11pm) or we leave the next morning.

I took loads of pictures taken at Mdm Ng's house with Wanjun, Sis and Wenchun! Since there were too much to upload, I will only pick out a few... but these pictures will probably tells you how much fun we had at her house.

Hi, I'm Jay Chou's sister.

Yayyyyyy~

There's a time when YS came in and chat with us, then he showed us a video...

Mom, mom, mom, mummy, mummy, ma, ma, ma, mum, mum, mum.

Ha-ha-ha!

Run, running, ran

2008-02-15T20:10:00.004+08:00

It was a darn tired day!
I was literally running about in school today!

As soon as Weepeng entered Drama room, both of us ran out to the General Office to look for the principal. But she isn't around, so we left a note for the vice principal saying that we would like to meet him regarding JPSAE. Then, we ran back to Drama Room for the session.

Halfway through, Weepeng received a call from Meiyan saying that Mr Francis Lim (vice principal) is free to meet us now. So we ran to the G.O again and told Mr Lim about the situation.

After that we rushed back home in the cab to take my portfolio and cabbed back to school.

We reached the G.O and Mr Lim told us that he's busy now because of the fire drill practice (it's total defence day today -.-) so he can only meet us after the drill. So we ran back to Drama room. Sze Siong told us that there will be a drill practice so we need to take charge of the CCA in leading them to the field.

The drill bell rang and we brisk walked to the field with the entire Drama juniors following behind. Bloody hot day.

Rushed back to Drama room after the drill and ran back to the G.O to meet Mr Lim after Drama session ended.

So after this post, I have to rush out a soft copy of my testimonial and send it via E-mail to Mr Lim.

Sigh. So tired. More about Valentine's in another day.

Happy Valentine's Day!

2008-02-14T12:53:00.002+08:00

YOYOYOYOYOYOYOOYOOOO!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

loves,
Valie

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

Cheung Gong 7 Hou / CJ7

2008-02-13T12:28:00.006+08:00

I watched CJ7 on Monday!

CJ7 is cute tho! :D

At first I was quite shocked to see that CJ7, because when it first appeared it looked quite ugly. But after awhile, it's acutally quite adorable. Sean said that there should be a CJ7 toy for people to collect. If that really happens, I WANT A CJ7 TOO!

Trivia:
- The "Buddha Palm" scene in Kung Fu Hustle was featured in CJ7
- The boss/contractor in CJ7 was previously acted as the Bone, Stephen Chow's sidekick in Kung Fu Hustle
- Dicky in CJ7 is actually a girl.

Unlike Stephen's previous movies, CJ7 actually stirs up the emotions. Be it how mean Dicky was to CJ7, or when *spoiler*Stephen Chow's sudden death*spoiler*. You would also be "ugh-ing" about the super big fat ugly girl in the movie, and the rich kids/teachers who despise Dicky because he is poor.

I must say that all Stephen Chow's movies are good. It's funny and lame as usual. However, there is still quite a huge gap between his previous movie "Kung Fu Hustle" and this CJ7. It's recommended to watch if you want a good laugh, but I suggest you not to buy the DVD/VCD of CJ7. Not worth to collect/keep.

Trailer:

Bastard said I'm a bitch

2008-02-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

After so many years w/o any hate-rs in my blog,
I have one today!

This bastard called me a bitch.

I once heard a person said this regarding famous blogs:
"Aiya, famous blogs always have hate-rs one."

HAHA. Thank you Bastard for that lovely tag. So does it mean that my blog is famous already?

Jokes aside, I think that you (yes you bastard) are just a person with small eyes, small nose and small lips. In other words, you are just a average looking person on the street. Who in the right mind would call themselves BASTARD?

Unless if you are really a bastard, I don't mind you calling yourself that.

HAH.

p/s: 116.15.62.164, I hope one day I might be able to track down your IP and find out who you are. And don't worry, that day might come very very soon.

p/p/s: I'M FEATURED BLOGGER AGAIN! CHECK THIS OUT: http://www.sgfriends.net/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=283&mode=thread&order=0&thold=0

A secret

2008-02-11T14:38:00.001+08:00

Tell you guys a secret.

Actually I'm a bi.
I enjoy oggling at girls and boys.

Tell you guys another secret.

I'm not a bi.
I lied.
Thank you and goodbye.

HAPPY CNY!!!

2008-02-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

Pictures time!

Day 1 of CNY

Day 2 of CNY
I didn't go anywhere on Day 2 because we're not allowed to pay a visit to the relatives. *cries*

BUTTTT~
Day 3 of CNY

I WENT TO SING K WITH SEAN, BOWEN, MEIFOONG, SZE SIONG and James!
James' voice sounded sooooo much like Gary Cao. He's quite a good singer. ^^

Then we headed down to DXO! w0oot!

Me and Bowen

Clubbed for awhile with Sean and Bowen before we (Bowen and I) went to look for Justin & Maple.
Had an insane time with the peeps!
Got hit on by 2 guys.
So tired.
Went home at 3am in a taxi.
Slept till 12noon.

Yay!

And oh, did you realise that I changed my hair color? It's deep burgundy! So it looked a little redish and purplish under light, but black when the room is dark. Like red wine's color... no?

POKEY @ DXO ON 9 FEB 2008

2008-02-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR Y'ALL!
May everyone get loads of angbaos!

POKEY @ DXO
9th FEBUARY 2008, Saturday

Mixed age party (16 years & above)

Door opens at 9pm till late
Presales @ $22 (incl. of one drink)

UNIFORM PARTY FOR ALL!!!!
ANYONE who comes in their school uniform will
be treated as VIPS! For the day! so why wait! come on
down to DXO with your hawt and stunning school uniforms!

Feeling lonly on valentines day? we have the best solution!
This event is bringing on cupids to matchmake you,
register w us s we can arrange! So go down to
the booth and register! Where else can u find
FREE matching making services?

DRINKS PROMOS OF THE NIGHT:
1-for-1 from 9pm-11pm
30% off bottles!!

Table reservation avail !

All Ticket prices are negotiable.
Interested buyers pls contact:
Sean @ 91805989

NOTE: Photo I.D. of atlest above the age of sixteen is
required to enter club.

茗香菜馆

2008-02-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to celebrate Sean's Mum's birthday at Beng Hiang Restaurant (ming2 xiang1 cai4 guan3) which is situated at Amoy Street.

The parking lots in Amoy Street are pathetically little, so we had to keep turning in and out of this one way lane.

Since I'm quite a fan of chinese food (dont really like western restaurants, too much dinning etiqutte that I cannot remember), I can tell you that the food they served there are D-LICIOUS! Yum-yum.

We had: (I give you the most exact dishes' names here, cept the fish because I have no idea what fish was that. I'm not a fan of fishes.)

Long longevity paus
Cold dish Combination(leng3 pan2)
Doubled Boiled Superior Shark's fin w/ Pig's Tail
Crispy Suckling Pig (thumbs up for this)
Fish
Asparagus w/ scallops
Braised Duck with Sea-cucumber in claypot
Long Longevity noodles
Dessert (not sure what dessert, but it taste good)
Kong Bak Pau
Cake (from Choc.a.bloc I think)

Hm.. this is the first time I ate a little from every dishes. (was thinking that I should not be too choosy when eating out with them) And Sean's Dad kept telling us to try the Kong Bak Pau from this restaurant because its quite famous.

Oh and I got 2 blisters on my right foot due to the rubbing between my toes and the peep toes wedges. *cries*

Today I joined the Buds Youth Theatre for a workshop! Yayyyyy~
It's located at The Substation.
The session rocked.
I played new drama games.
I meet new friends.
I'm going for a second session after CNY.
I love Drama.
Yayyyyyyy~

-.-

2008-02-03T02:41:00.001+08:00

If you wanna sleep on the bus/train, don't sway yourself like a coconut tree.

Just now was on my way home, on a bus there was this man sleeping beside me. The bus didn't move very fast, but this guy was swaying... and swaying in his sleep.

I think he dreamt of himself being a coconut tree.

Well, there's nothing wrong to have a little movement on the train. BUT, if your pretending-to-be-a-coconut-tree action is too big that it disturbs the other commuters, kindly refrain from doing it. Because of the swaying, I had to elbow him (quite hard) many a times on the bus.

Angers aside, I watched Sweeney Todd in the cinema (it's M18, btw) today! It's the best movie everrrrrrrr this month. I'm quite the gore-fanatic myself and loves to watch dark films, hence I like the show very very much! Go catch it!

Or would you like a trailer of it?

Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Directed by: Time Burton

Starring:
Johnny Depp
Helena Bonham Carter
Alan Rickman
Sacha Baron Cohen.

I'm such a glutton!

2008-02-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

Hohoho. So many titles starts with "I", if you realised.

Guess what I eat.

Lunch:
- BBQ Chicken Wing Rice + one xtra bbq chicken wing
- Ice Jelly w/ Cocktail
- 500ml of Coconut Drink w/ Pulp

Dinner:
- Chicken Rice

Supper:
- One packet of Chicken Flavored Twisties
- Another packet of BBQ Flavored Twisties

I almost wanted to eat Tom Yum Maggie Mee for supper and add Roti Prata for lunch too! But I don't have so much money.

At this rate I'm going, I will be a very poor girl. Not fat. You know why? Because I'm freaking 1.59 m and only 41.5 kg. And using BMI (Body Mass Index) to count, I'M FREAKING UNDERWEIGHT.

How to count using BMI:

BMI = kg/m^2,
hence BMI = 41.5/2.5281 = 16.4

BMI Range:
Starvation - less than 16.5
Underweight - From 16.5 to 18.5
Normal - 18.5 to 25
Overweight - 25 to 30
Obese - 30 to 35
Clinically Obese - 35 to 40
Morbidly Obsese - greater than 40

WHY?! Why I eat so much I won't get fat!?

Eeeee. Life sucks.

I realised that I always find weird things to blog about at this hour.

2008-01-31T02:10:00.000+08:00

SO ALWAYS READ MAH BLOG AFTER 3AM.

Anyway...

EARLY CNY SURPRISE!
Picture Source: http://www.hardwarezone.com.sg

HA-HA. If you know about the scandal you will get what this picture means.

Me:
Saw XX's latest post?
Edison and Gillian Cheung's scandalous photos

Peng:
ooh.
Ya I heard it already.

Me:
omg
i'm slow

(for people who knows it only AFTER I do, you are the slowest person on Earth in tabloid news. I'm slow because I only care about the Hollywood tabloid such as Paris Hilton, Britney Spears, Jamie Spears, Lindsay Lohan and other people.)

Can't believe Gillian Cheung is such a person.
HURT MY FEELINGS UNTIL LIDDAT!
I love her to death since Twins were born you know?! (of course in a non-lesbian way)

I tried to find more pictures of them other than the active link in XX's blog, but all I see are ugly censored photos (you know when you can't see anything except a hole on the face portion and their private parts).

So go to XX's blog and click on that active link if you are interested in a pair of fishball-size-fishballs and one pink-icecream-stick (what the hell am I talking about?).

Or simply paste this unclickable link (same link as XX's because no other uncensored photos are avaliable): http://cowboycaleb.liquidblade.com/index.php/archives/2008/01/29/nsfw-edison-chen-gillian-chung-sex-scandal-photos/

EDIT:

The Blemish has more pictures of the sex scandal. (incl of Cecilia Cheung, Bobo Chan and Gillian Cheung pictures)
Note: These are NSFW (not safe for work) pictures. View them behind the door. Or get a "hidewindow" software.

Time Travel?

2008-01-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of post for [insert number here. you want what number then it shall be what number] day(s)!

I'm currently hooked onto Duke of Mount Deer (lu ding ji) on youtube!
It's a show back in 2000, but I still love it so much that I re-watched it again and again. ^^

Bowen, ling and I talked about some cool shit yesterday.

Do you believe that time travel exist?

Watch this video:

Amazing? Personally I don't believe that time travel is possible because you need to travel in the speed of light in order for time travel to occur.

BUT,

Ling: If you really travel at the speed of light, our bodies will be destroyed.

However if time travel REALLY happens, what would you wanna do or wish to do?

Ling would like to travel to the 1800s and meet the first human.
Bowen would like to see what Singapore will look like in Year 4000.

I'm more greedy, therefore I have more wishes:
I would like to go back to WW2 and meet Anne Frank!
Would also want to go to the future and see how I'll look like.
[religion-ist]I want to go back to when Jesus was born and see if Jesus really exist.[/religion-ist]

What's your wish?

WHAT T3H F***...

2008-01-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

OMG. I CANT BREATHE.

I logged in to Nuffnang.com.sg for a look and guess what I saw that made me gasped for breath...
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Click to enlarge thumbnail for better view

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
ME NEITHER!

216 Blog hits in one day, that's not what a normal blog can do!

I'm already quite amazed by 80 blog hits a day, and this sudden increase in readership views made me... absolutely breathless.

I might just die from looking at the screen.

To thank you all, how about a song from moulin rouge! ?
(cos I can't really blog much today. I'm at my bf's house now and I just finished watch Moulin Rouge! . If you haven't watch it, go watch it! Buy the DVD and keep it!)

Song: Elephant Love Medley
By: Nicole Kidman & Ewan McGregor

[Ewan:]
Love is a many splendored thing,
Love lifts us up where we belong,
All you need is love!

[Nicole:]
Please, don't start that again

[Ewan:]
All you need is love!

[Nicole:]
A girl has got to eat!

[Ewan:]
All you need is love!

[Nicole:]
She'll end up on the street! (sigh)

[Ewan:]
All you need is looooove!

[Nicole:]
Love is just a game.

[Ewan:]
I was made for loving you baby,
You were made for loving me.

[Nicole:]
The only way of loving me baby,
Is to pay a lovely fee.

[Ewan:]
Just one night,
Give me just one night.

[Nicole:]
There's no way,
Cause you can't pay.

[Ewan:]
In the name of love!
One night in the name of love!

[Nicole:]
You crazy fool,
I won't give in to you.

[Ewan:]
Don't, leave me this way.
I can't survive, without your sweet love,
Oh baby, don't leave me this way.

[Nicole:]
You'd think that people would've had enough of silly love songs...

[Ewan:]
I look around me and I see it isn't so, oh no.

[Nicole:]
Some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs

[Ewan:]
Well what's wrong with that?
I like to know.
Cause here I go... again...
Love lifts us up where we belong!
Where eagles fly,
On a mountain high!

[Nicole:]
Love makes us act like we are fools.
Throw our lives away,
For one happy day.

[Ewan:]
We could be heroes...
Just for one day.

[Nicole:]
You, you will be mean.

[Ewan:]
No, I won't.

[Nicole:]
(sigh) And I, I'll drink all the time.

[Ewan:]
We should be lovers...

[Nicole:]
We can't do that.

[Ewan:]
We should be lovers!
And that's a fact.
Though nothing, would keep us together.

[Ewan:]
We could steal time...

[Ewan & Nicole:]
Just for one day.
We could be heroes,
Forever and ever,
We could be heroes,
Forever and ever,
We can be heroes...

[Ewan:]
Just because I... will always love you...

[Nicole:]
I...

[Ewan & Nicole:]
...Can't help loving...

[Ewan:]
...You...

[Nicole:]
How wonderful life is,

[Ewan and Nicole:]
Now you're in, the world...

(Opera man singing...)

Thank you for visiting and good night!

Yesterday I dreamt of...

2008-01-27T02:27:00.001+08:00

I DREAMT OF SNOWING IN SINGAPORE!

I dreamt that I was at home, looking at the white scenery outside the window. There's a big lake in front of my house, and LOADS of people were taking pictures in weird poses. That is when I realised that it was snowing outside my house! Such a magnificient sight to behold!

Then I told my family that I wanted to get out of the house for a photo-taking session. The moment I stepped out, the sun came out and everyone realises that the snow are melting. So I quickly ran to the spot I wanted, and took a picture before the snow melted.

I kept saying I wanted to post that picture up on the blog, because there's no snowing in Singapore.

Top 5 reasons why girls loooooove camwhoring in toilets

2008-01-25T23:56:00.001+08:00

Here are the top 5 reasons why girls enjoy taking pictures in toilets...

#1. You love the mirrors.

#2: Toilets are sooooo darn clean (like you're in heaven) nowadays.

#3: Toilets are very nicely decorated with plants till you feel like plucking one of those leaves and eat it. (and you actually do it)

#4: You have alot of free time to spare.

#5: And you have even more free time to spare that you can take pair shots with different girls you went out with.

Nice toilet. Nice post.

*loves*

O'LEVELS RESULTS!

2008-01-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

Alright!

I know everyone are DYING to know about my results. Even if you are not dying, please do act like you are dying ok?

Before I release my result for the world to know, I would like you to guess what's my score based on my prelim results!

Prelims:
English = B4
Higher Chinese = C6
Chinese (already took in 2006) = A2
Combined Science = D7/E8 (can't remember)
Combined Humans = C6
E-Mathematics = F9
A-Mathematics = F9

CCA = A1

Overall L1R4 = 21
Overall L1R5 = 30

I don't know how they count, but they reported 21 and 30 for me. Weird.

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How? What do you think my score is likely to be?

And now for my actual O's results...

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It's not the best results you would like to hear, however its not the worst results you will hear either. It's above my expectation, and I never regret for getting such results because I know that I tried my best already.

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HA-HA. Ok ok. MY ACUTAL O'S RESULTS:

English = B3 (Mdm Prema is delighted about my score!)
Higher Chinese = B3 (my Chinese teacher hugged me when she heard I got 3 points!)
Chinese = A2

E-Mathematics = D7 (I'm darn happy with a D7!)
A-Mathematics = F9 (still F9 HA-HA)

Combined Science = B3 (I FINALLY PASSED MY SCIENCE! ROAR!)
Combined Humans = C5

If you ask me if I'm happy with my results or not, I'm telling you now that I'm darn happy! I'm so happy that I went on an eating spree with Weepeng and Meifoong today! Yayyyy~

Thanks Mr Tan Liang Hooi and Ms Vanessa (I'm not, and will not thank Ms Lim for my Chem. She did nothing to help me I remembered) for helping me in Science! And thanks Ms Rico Chow for those power notes!

Thanks JUN KAI (surprised?! ha-ha) for helping me in Maths! Though it wasnt a huge help, but thanks for being there for the first few months of the year!

Thanks Mdm Prema for those lovely (and thick) English notes you gave it to me! I'm keeping them in case I need them in the future.

Thank you Mdm Jiang! I don't know but you kinda gave up hope on me I think (because I'm the one who gave you lots of trouble for my absent-ness in attendance and homework assignments). Ha-ha. I remembered at one point of time, your words to the whole class actually moved me to tears and motivated me to do well! Anyhow, I will still remember you as one of my favourite teacher!

Thank you Ms Ibaidah for the wonderful teachings in class for SS! Smack that! (you get what I mean)

And uh, thank you Mrs Ng for teaching A-maths.... though I still did not pass. Ha-ha.

能够拿这么一个“不错”的成绩，我要感谢老师们的支持及鼓励。虽然当我“醒来”时算是迟了一点，但是还是来得及努力。我问心无愧，因为我知道我已经尽最大的努力了。老师们，我做到了！谢谢！

Photoshoot photos!

2008-01-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Last Monday I went to RP to meet Xiaoping (aka apple), Esther (aka ice-angel) and Photographer Darwis (aka smokeput) for a photoshoot session (and the photos were to be put up on Xiaoping's blogshop.

And today I got my pictures!!! Here are some of the pictures I like:

I showed my parents the entire album and my mum couldn't recognise me. LOL.
Thanks Darwis for the lovely shots!

The 2 outfits (both top and bottom) I wore for the photoshoot can be found at Xiaoping's blogshop!

Go to ssebasie@livejournal!(link is clickable)

**Opening specials, everything are going cheap.**
Be a member and receive great deals!

Which one should I buy?

2008-01-23T17:55:00.001+08:00

Was shopping for perfumes with Meifoong today, and I just can't decide what to buy!

So far, I came across few satisfactory perfume scents..

1. Rose Bourbon by Princesse Marina De Bourbon

2. Envy Me by Gucci

3. Paris Hilton by Paris Hilton

Don't say that because she is a slut and therefore her scents are also slutty. They are quite nice smell scents, except for her latest product "Heir" which smells quite alike to toilet spray.

4. Red Delicious by DKNY

5. Flight of Fancy by Anna Sui

HOW?!

Anyway... photos!

I officially HATE MY PHONE. There is a problem with my camera phone and all the pictures that I took ended up with a bloody line in the middle of the pictures.

SO IRRITATING CAN?!

And now I'm so lazy that I don't even bother to photoshop away the line. Just let it be.

Sigh.

At pastamania with Meifoong and Sze Siong:

Playing with my Agate Jade Bangle

SS playing with my specs

SS's disgusting pumpkin soup

Me and Mf

YAY. That's all for today!

VOTE FOR ME!

2008-01-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

RAWRRRRR.

Vote for me!

My readership view is increasing at an amazing rate (avg a day: 32 jump to 54 hits, highest a day: 99 hits) but my vote counts is still so low!

Right now I only have 10 votes. Pathetic 10.

Is it so difficult to click a button?

Is it because you think that other people will vote for me, so you don't click that button?

Or is it because you have no idea how to vote?

If so...

Then I'm going to TEACH you how to vote.

STEP 1.

Click this pretty button on the sidebar.

STEP2.
After you click it, it will open a new window and and bring my voting page in SGfriends.net

Then, rate my blog. You can choose to leave it or rate it.
Rating: 1 = Worst, 10 = Best

STEP3.
Next to the rating column is the vote button.

Click Vote

And VIOLA!
You're done!

Hurry up and bring my votes back to where I was please (over 200 votes if I remember correctly)...

Oh btw, SGfriends.net only allowo 1 vote per I.P address a day. DO NOT create proxies or whatever to create multiple votes. You WILL get ban for that.

I feel GOD-LY.

2008-01-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went back to school to ask Ms Ibaidah (ok, shes married. But I prefer to call her Ms Ibaidah) to help me write a CCA Testimonial for the Joint Polytechnic Special Admission Excercise (JPSAE). Basically through JPSAE, you can *hopefully* get into the course you want via letter of recommendation, portfolio, interview and so on.

So when she was typing the testimonial out, I feel like I'm being praised like god!

Few extracts from the testimonial that made me feel god-ly:

"She played a bigger role, assisting the teaching in being the Student Director in SYF 2007 which again helped the team achieved another Silver medal"

"Her well-rounded approach to the different aspects of Drama can be seen where she joined..."

"She is efficiently bilingual,"

"Her dedication as an active citizen is seen..."

"Valerie's dedication and passion towards Drama can be seen where she constantly updates and improve herself as an actress..."

I'm still feeling god-ly.

Testimonial is a powerful tool.

Thank you.

Have a nice day.

WOOHOO~

2008-01-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO!!!

Today I got myself a black beanie!

Tilt your head.

That thick black eyeliner is specially drawn for the "punk" effect. YEAH BABYY~~

SEXY BEANIE.
COOL BEANIE.
YEAH BEANIEEEE~~~

My life is so fine!

2008-01-22T00:36:00.001+08:00

Things that I'm currently doing now (and at the later part of the time you would see these posts):

Drawing on my new black canvas flats (project going underway)
Photoshoot for Xiaoping's blogshop
And finally MY O'LEVELS RESULTS! (I will post it no matter how badly or well I did. And of course I hope that I've done well)

3 EXCITING POSTS! Yayyyyyy~

Your Wishlist

2008-01-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

Do you wish you have a set of extremely big and round eyes?

Do you wish your nose was smaller and sharper?

Do you wish for slimmer cheeks?

Do you wish for small lips a.k.a 樱桃小嘴?

I think that's what every girls are asking for right?

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Well, now I'm telling you that you will look like a freak.

Post Editorial (which is totally random):
Paul said, "I want to get fake lashes for CNY."
Valerie laughed and said, "I have no comments on that."
Paul said, "You should put this on your blog. Say Paul told me that he wants to get fake lashes for new year."
Valie said, "Ok I shall do that."

Purple Stockings

2008-01-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went shopping with Cousin Jo at Far East Plaza and bought a pair of purple stockings home @ 12 bucks.

Top: Sister's
Dress: Zimple
Stockings: Some shop at Far East Plaza
Shoes: Mondo

Btw, this black dress is for CNY. It's actually a halter top dress, but you can wear it as a tube dress too. However I doubt I can wear it on CNY because of my granny's death.

Looking at some old photos...

2008-01-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

I was at Mandai Cremetorium this morning to collect Ah Ma's ashes, then we went back to Ah Ma's place till noon. During that time, me and a couple of cousins were looking through the old photos in Ah Ma's place...

Ah Ma and Gong Gong
Prettaye and Handsome!

Mummy and Ah Ma

Oh my gawd. My mum looks soooo pretty and skinny over here. Totally unlike her bubbly looks now. And... ha-ha-ha, look at the hair! Do you want a bob hairstyle like this?

Leonard kept saying that I will become like my mum (in other words means I will be fat too) when I'm old... Though my friends often say she looks cute with her bubbly figure, but NOOOOOOO! I will not allow this to happen!!!

SUPERMAN!!!

The superman in the middle is Ah Quan kor kor, (thanks for correcting me Cousin Leonard! My god, I've been saying the wrong name since small sia. OMFG.) when he was young. I guess superman, batman and other 'man's are very hot back then. Just like I used to go crazy over power rangers when I was still a small kid.

Going out with Cousin Jo to get her CNY bag later! Yay-ness!

After t3h funeral

2008-01-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

Good Day! Bonjour! Guten Tag! Buon Giorno! Bom dia!

I'm officially free... not.

Today is the last day of funeral, and I had to wake up soooo earlyyyyy that I didn't catch enough sleep. And the moment I reached home, I went straight to edit the photos I took today for you dear readers. Then I plunged onto my comfy bed at 7 and slept till 10 O'clock, completely missing out the last second episode of Golden Path.

The Golden Path is darn nice can! But I've been quite busy lately and so I missed out alot of the episodes. Oh I heard it can be watched on youtube too, but I think I'm not watching it there. Kind of "lost the mood" if I'm not watching on tv, if you get what I mean.

So now I'm so tired that I kept blinking my eyes. And gawd, I feel like I'm travelling on reverse time. Or my time zone is different from others. Or... I'm not a normal human.

Anyway.... NEW PHOTOS!

It's been 4 FREAKING MONTHS since this blog had new pictures! Can you imagine how dead this blog had been?!

The funeral ended at about 3 plus, so we went for a late lunch + early dinner at Sin Tian Di Steamboat Restaurant in Tiong Bahru. It's a restaurant that sells all spicy si chuan dishes and si chuan steamboat! Guys you can try it if you like spicy food!

Recommended!

Oh look! It's Daddy and Mosses Lim!

The Retarded Look.

Greedy Cousin Larry and half a Leonard face.

I tell you, Larry is one smart kid! When it comes to food, he know exactly WHERE has WHAT. The moment he arrives at the funeral, he knows where we placed all the drinks and snacks. And he knows where to place all the plates after dinning! I mean, I still need people to point out for me lor. He's one helluva smart kid.

The captions says it all.

Cousin Larry & Cousin Leonard's Mum, My Mum

Me, and Cousin Qian Qian.

I swear I didn't do any healing to my face (using photoshop) and I didn't apply any foundation at all! I'm surprised that my face looks so... ghostly.

Group shot!

And thus.. ending our trip at the restaurant.

I'm sorry guys, no pictures of the food we ate because it was only AFTER the meal then I remembered to take pictures.

This is prolly the first time I've ever felt so close to my maternal cousins! I wonder why... anyhow, glad the funeral made us kind of "bonded" together. I'm kind of sure that's what Ah Ma will want to see too.

(:

Just to let you all know that I'm not dead yet and this is how I look:

2008-01-17T13:26:00.000+08:00

Have a nice day.

Have a good day.

For the Alternative/industrial/electronica/gothic music lovers, here's a song called "Red Stars" by The Birthday Massacre for you:

Best of cruel intentions
Finding what they fail to mention
No truth, all pretention
Raise your hand to give attention

You'd give it
We'd take it
You'd build it
We'd break it
You silently erase it
You'd feel it
We'd fake it

It's my red star steal it
It's my red star can't let go
It's my red star conceal it
It's my red star oh no

Wasted education
Celebrating immitation
Misplaced admiration
Speaking for a generation

You'd give it
We'd take it
You'd build it
We'd break it
You silently erase it
You'd feel it
We'd fake it

It's my red star steal it
It's my red star can't let go
It's my red star conceal it
It's my red star oh no

Thanks Scott. :)

A hair dye job

2008-01-17T03:10:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking of getting a jet black dye job for my hair...
back to the dark look I used to have.

And maybe some blonde streaks for the fringe.

Will be missing in action again!

2008-01-15T01:11:00.001+08:00

Just as I thought I am returning to the blogosphere...
...
...
.....
..
.....
.....
....
My maternal grandmother passed away this evening, peacefully.

So I will be M.I.A again for another week.

Till then.

- Valie

Spidey World Record

2008-01-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

Edmund sent me this video link:

That child can still giggle while holding those spiders!

I hereby conclude that this child Tom is a sick child, with a sick mum. This is just so sick.

I cannot even continue to write anything about that sick video. Everything that filled my mind now was, "sick video. sick child. sick sick sick."

Although you would disagree with me that he is a sick child. You would most probably say, "he is so brave! 125 spiders! 55 Seconds! Bet no one at his age can do this!"

I say its stupid.

Anyone who would risk their lifes (has nothing got to do with those damn spiders. Those spiders prolly don't bite. But juggling electric saws and stuffs like that? Ridiculous) to set a world record are just dumb people. What if you die while trying to set a world record? Wow, in that case, you prolly set a new world record too - man died while setting a world record. Plus, You know I'm not a fan of creepy crawlers. I would scream and run away when I see any insect, regardless whether it is harmless or not.

And any insect refers to beetles, lizards, roaches (god dammit), and other disgusting insects. Tiny ants don't really frighten me so much, but if they come in a group, I will still get goosebumps all over myself.

Speaking of spiders, THERE WAS A SPIDER THAT WENT NEAR THE LIGHTBULB JUST NOW! And it's frantically jumping about. Insects are so dumb. Why would they go near the lights and jump about because it's too warm there?

Therefore, insects are the most dumb and ugly things in the world. I hate insects.

You know what?

2008-01-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today is a sunny day.

The end. Thank you for visiting my blog.

Nah!

I have to tell you the truth. Yes, the truth. Nothing but the truth.

I've not been blogging regularly as I was just plain lazy. So one fine day I decided that piecing jigsaw puzzles and watching tv programmes are much better choices than facing the comp 24/7 like a lifeless idiot. (Oh, I said that. But... whatever.)

As a result, I lost many readers over the past few months!

From the average of 100 unique views (from Nuffnang) per day to an average of 30 unique views a day. The drop in readership is really... really devastating.

Thank you, jigsaw puzzles and tv.

On a second thought, you can't blame me. Few days ago I saw in wikipedia that Librans are just born lazy.

BLAME IT ON MY PARENTS! WHY AM I BORN IN OCTOBER! RAWR!!!! *transforms from a cat into a lion*

Oh well.

From the readership stats, I supposed the remaining 30 readers should be the loyal readers of this humble blog. Thank you for supporting my blog, still.

I can now imagine that one of the readers, checking up this blog and found that I hadn't update anything at all. He then sulks and procced to random clicking on the blogger navbar. Just then, he found a new blog with more fresh and funny content, updates daily without fail and the blogger is probably more handsome or preetier than me. So he abandon reading my blog, and left forever.

Damn.

So this is probably how the 70 readers disappeared too.

And on top of that, I just found out that my votes in SGfriends had been restarted to zero! At first I thought there is a glitch in the system, then as I went to check further, I saw that they restart everyone's voting counter to 0.

So now I only have 4 pathetic votes. Which makes my rank dropped to rank 87. *sobs*

EVEN MORE DEVASTATING RIGHT!!!!

And if you can visualise a girl sobbing in one corner because she only has 4 votes, that girl is me. Not probably. IT IS ME. =(

I know I'm slow. You can't blame me, I'm just born lazy. As my rank gets higher, I don't really care much about clicking the voting page and check my rank anymore.

So now, the remaining readers, you know what to do. Bring in more traffic (new readers) to my site and vote for me!!!

I promise that I will bring in more exciting content and blog more often when I have the time!

Vote through this link!

On the end note, Scotty saw the previous post (youtube is my lifeee~) and posted it in one of the featured blogger entries! Thanks Scotty!

~~Youtube~~ Blogging is my lifeeee~~

My blog is getting boring-er

2008-01-08T16:05:00.001+08:00

... I know I know.

But I'm not going to write a long post today.

Just watch this damn funny video!

AND LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF!

Yooouuutube is my lifeee~

Hate that I love you

2008-01-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you won’t let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me

That’s how much I love you
That's how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you

And I hate that I love you so--
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so..

Two MSN, 1 Computer, 1 Crazy girl

2007-12-20T02:02:00.000+08:00

This is what I do... when I have nothing to do.

Your great grandmother says:
yoyoyo

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
yoyoyo

Black Ghost Spades says:
yoyoyo

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
I love sean

Your great grandmother says:
you crazy girl

Your great grandmother says:
sean is mine

Your great grandmother says:
:P

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
you go and die

Your great grandmother says:
I hate you! you tell me go and die

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
:P :P :P

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
are you talking to sean on the phone

Your great grandmother says:
yes why. you jealous ah

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
yes

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
i dont want to talk to you alrd

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » says:
byebye

Valie: linlin! « call me 姨姨. » has left the conversation.

Black Ghost Spades says:
CREAZY!

Wah lao eh.

2007-12-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Let me just say a few words...

WAHLAO EH! How am I supposed to choose a christmas gift for someone?!

This is the first time I'm getting someone a gift on Christmas.

Ugh.

CNY shopping

2007-12-17T23:17:00.000+08:00

W0ot~ I got a new pair of jeans and 2 dresses today! And these are for the CNY! I haven't exactly done my CNY shopping yet and I have very little time left! After Christmas, everything (price) will rise again. Trust me. :P

So I got this very prettaye dress @ Zimple for $35.90. It's a ripped off imo, but who cares when the dress suits me so well. Wait till I get a pair of electric blue leggings or hotpink ones and I will take the picture down.

The second dress is from This Fashion @ $26. It's a tube dress and it's very comfy. I need a waist belt for that.

The jeans is from Revoltage! Revoltage is currently clearing out some old stocks and therefore the jeans are selling at an amazing cheap price! I got it at 19.80 when previously it was sold at $69.90! What a steal! The jeans I bought is not the skinny ones, but loose cut with a little "hip hop" style in it. Yum yum.

The next thing that I want is that black leather studded belt from Revoltage that can go with this jeans.

Seriously, I think I'm beginning to fall in love with that shop! The shop staffs are all dressed weirdly and the whole entire shop is black with PINK fitting rooms! The songs that they played are all rock or metal! If I can be one of the shop staff, I really don't mind staying there for the entire day. ^^

So, what else I need for CNY? Maybe a top as well. Preferably Satin material. I don't need shoes and a bag anymore, because I just bought them. Wheeee~

I want that belt~~~~

Larkin Step

2007-12-15T00:25:00.000+08:00

Ling's Sister is featured on youtube!

God he turned and walked away
I couldn't think of what to say
when plane engines fall through your roof
and I broke my knee while walking down the street that I live in
While no one was passing by

Chorus:
Life moves along and it trickles down the cheeks of every beautiful boy
Time comes along and it breaks every bone in your spine

Into the flight of night
Insomnia strikes and hopes alight
We set ourselves up to fall
So we stargaze and we write down all the things that we'll do
Fall into the river our pockets full of stones
Full of stones..

Chorus, etc.

Copyright, 2007
ling86

Emo Pete

2007-12-14T22:12:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA.
Like Mitch, I got my own POCKET EMO too!

Check him out at my sidebar... the name is Pete. LOL.

Get yours today!

Wicked Level 68!

2007-12-14T14:04:00.000+08:00

After months and months and months of brain torture, I'm proud to say that I'm finally at
DARN WICKED LEVEL 68!

Yeah yeah. I know I'm slow.

For people who wants to play it again or start playing it, go to: http://www.weikiat.net/wicked/wicked2/. Playing the game will make you gain some knowledge, and you also requires some basic html for level 1 - 10.

Weikiat is a smart man imo.

And yesterday I bought a new diary book and very cute stickers! I never had a chance to complete my third diary (because it's too small so I dont feel like writting on it) so I shall try to complete the fourth one (current new diary), provided that I'm not lazy to write.

I need to practise my handwritting again. My handwritting is getting ridiculously ugly after O's.

Ok that's it. I shall go and clear my-ever-so-messy desk and start writting my new diary. Yayayayay!

Back and better than before

2007-12-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

I'm back! (and feeling poor)

I JUST BOUGHT A BAG AND I'M SO POOR NOW!!!!
I'm so weird. Sean already agreed to buy that Carlorino bag for me, yet I went to buy another bag.

I SAW 2 PRETTY DRESSES IN CINE TODAY! I shall buy it for CNY. Hohoho. One of the dresses looks pretty straight-cut and I think I will look slutty and skinny in that. Who cares.

Anyway, last Sat and Sun I went to help my sis in her video project assignment. Tough, boring weekend, but least I had some fun. :D

PHOTOS from the video shoot!

Setting up

Rehearsal

Dinner time, Sis and Weepeng posing for a phone commercial?

An un-glam shot.

The I-dont-bother look.

The Crew
Left To Right: Xueli, Shu'er, Jolyn, Vivian, Lindi, Colleen

Group Shot
Top left to bottom right: Colleen, Lindi, Xueli, Jolyn, Shu'er
Weepeng, Me, Peiling, Vivian

Today Sean said something that made me wonder:
Why is that when I'm single I dressed preetier than when I'm attached? Hm.
Saw my ex-classmate today in Cine and I was thinking, "shucks, I NEED TO DRESS PRETTY TOO! I need to look beautiful again!"

I can prolly imagine how I will look like when I get married, an old hag because I don't even bother to put on makeup when I'm attached! So I need to look beautiful and sexaye again. Sigh. Dressing up is a tough job.

I REALLY WANT TO BUY THOSE DRESSES!

Thank you & goodbye (for now)

2007-12-04T01:24:00.001+08:00

Dear readers,

The computer & internet (thanks to technology) made me a person who hides behind the screen, and someone who dont know how to express my feelings and thoughts on the phone or face to face.

I loathe my current self.

Hence I would like to take a break from my blog, and my MSN.

Thanks for reading my blog. You will see my re-appeareance soon, until I get better.

(and i just realised that I'm a f*cking lousy girlfriend who is unreasonable, selfish, not understanding and not tolerant enough.)

love,
Valie

Smelly tranny...

2007-12-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

LMAO!!!

Look at this video!! (with eng sub)

Chao ah gua. Chao ah gua. Chao ah gua. HAAHAHA.