Yesterday walking home with Sean we walk into the park and out of the park. Had quite abit of cryings in the park. No, I'm not crying because we had a tiff or what. I'm crying because of the upcoming O's. Labels: school
So after that, I managed to struggle to get my Amaths book out and study. But nothing gets into my head.
I can tell you that I totally (going to) give up on this irksome subject already.
After a long sleep yesterday night, because I got a sudden coldness (and I slept while hugging my knees) that my temperature went down to 36.4 degree celcius, I suddenly thought of giving up for O's.
I started preparing for my exams since the beginning of this year. I managed to walk so far, passed my preliminary exams (and scolded the teacher for insulting the MacDonald's workers and ITE students) and going to take the final exams TOMORROW. Just today, this very moment, I'm at self-destruction state and everything to me are like... so hard to reach for.
Sometimes I thought God is treating me quite well, by offering a new course I wanted to get into. But the future seems so far away and tough to walk into. It's like building a bridge with some wooden planks in the middle of nowhere. The last piece of plank maybe easy to get and the bridge might be easy to build, but if it breaks then I'm gonna fall.
Whatever comes, I'm gonna accept it. If I can't get into that course with my results, I'm just gonna accept where am I falling into: a pit of shit or a piece of green pastures. If god wants me to become a piece of shit in that pit, that I shall be.
Official Saw 4 clip.
If you have the courage to view this clip, view it. If not, please don't.
Few reminders:
1) Don't eat while watching.
2) Don't watch right after you eat.
3) Don't watch right before you eat.
4) Don't blame me for putting this up.
Labels: videos
I'm finally 16! w0oH0o~ And so many people wishing me happy birthday in the morning! Labels: birthday
Pre birthday wishes:
Scott the brave man sent me a birthday sms at 8.05pm (despite the overseas charge and his fractured arm)
Dgd Junyi wished me at 11.54pm
Morning wishes:
Hamey Hamster Sean wished me happy birthday from 11.59pm to 12.01am
Ulric sent me a birthday sms when clock strikes 12!
Weekiat the pri school friend congratulated me at 12:05am
Force Sis to wish me happy birthday at 12.07am
Ambrose the bunny swan sent me a MSN message at 12.10am
Jiaying texted me at 12.14am
Kabibi Jun Kai texted me at 6.59am
Simin sent me a birthday message at 7.41am
Weekiat added a friendster birthday comment at 09.02am
Haoting added a friendster birthday comment at 00.09am
Qianshu my long-time-no-talk bestie added a friendster birthday comment at 09.50am
Jaspas the SK sent me a bird-day message at 10.05am
Jasima my lesbian partner added a friendster birthday comment at 10.29am
Misachi Huixian the blur queen added a "belated" friendster birthday comment at 10.54am
Afternoon wishes:
Ben the photoshop pro wished and gave me a 1 pixel present at 12:14pm
Daddy wished and gave me red packet at 12:24pm
Meifoong gave me a gift at 1.14pm
Kenneth the balloon man said Happy Birthday over on MSN at 1.29pm
Benjamin James MSN-ed me at 2.27pm
Joyce added me a friendster birthday comment at 2.49pm
Weiqian my pri school friend added me a friendster comment at 3.03pm
Yixin from 4/6 added me a friendster comment at 4.11pm
Ling my comrade friend MSN-ed me at 5.08pm
Scott tagged a 'Happy Valerie Day' at 5.14pm
Marcus sent me a MSN message at 5.19pm
Ragini congratulated me on MSN at 5.33pm
Night Wishes:
Huijun tagged a 'happy bdey' at 6.19pm
Hema tagged a 'Happy Birthday! (:' at 7.11pm
Valenlyn wished me happy birthday on MSN at 7.36pm
Derrick the magician wished me a happy birthday on MSN at 8.47pm
Ryan the piano man wished me a happy birthday on MSN at 8.48pm
Stuart MSN messaged me at 9.26pm
Sueping, jo's friend added a friendster birthday comment at 9.32pm
Mummy wished and gave me a red packet at 9.42pm
Cousin Jojojojojo MSN messaged me at 9.52pm
Kiayim my bestie since pri 2 added me a friendster birthday comment at 9.56pm
Varian added a friendster birthday comment at 10.23pm
Jovan added a friendster birthday comment at 11.16pm
Renhui wished me happy birthday at 11.25pm
Madeleine wished me happy birthday before she sleeps at 11.27pm
Xiaoping the forgetful queen wished me a 'belated' birthday at 11.33pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQILAH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN! (scott's bro)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINGFENG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIQIAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUEPING!
HAPPY BELATED TO JUNKAI!
HAPPY BELATED TO ESTHER!
HAPPY BELATED TO GERALDINE!
HAPPY BELATED TO EELING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO AIFANG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO YILONG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO ALL OTHER OCTOBER BABIES!
- post ends here @ 11.39pm -
Alright. I'm typing this post in a half-zonked brain and a semi-awake face. But I have to type something before I sleep because I think it's very important. Bleah. Labels: misc
Yesterday is cool! Sean took me to the beach yesterday. Even tho the weather is warm till you can turn yourself from solid to liquid and to gas, the entire day is cool yo! Thanks Dear for everything! (and I will be waiting for my birthday gift)
And today I finally get to meet Ling again! Super super happy. ^^
And oh, before I go I would like to say something to Scott the brave strong man who did a front flip on a trampoline and fell: Take care and rest well dude! I will be hoping to see you back flourishing again!
P/S: My birthday is coming in 2 days time. 2 more days to becoming 16! Sleepy val is happy val.
I'm too lazy to blog about anything at the current moment. But since PPP has some interesting opportunities (one thing that I always want to blog about but can't find any chances to), I shall give it a go by doing it in a cheesy commercial style.
But please don't imagine that I'm some weird salesman trying to promote a product in a weird voice that sounded like he needs to visit the john.
Ok. Here it goes:
Labels: adverts
When you have nothing to do online... Labels: funny
When your bf have nothing to do online...
Why not chat online?!
After reading http://yourguysxxxposed.blogspot.com, both of us went crazy and began our chat online. MUAAHAHA. And I shall present to you ala the mIRC chat style:
[****] hi
[****] baby
[****] care to intro?
(valie) 15f
(valie) u?
[****] me sean 17/m
[****] got bf?
(Valie) ya
[****] oh
(Valie) jus got attached
(Valie) u?
[****] got gf
[****] wan to meet up
(Valie) den why u still chat
[****] ?
(Valie) gt gf still chat wif gers
[****] aiya horny wad
[****] lol
(Valie) oic
[****] you leh?
[****] ?
(Valie) wan to meet more frenz lors
[****] orh
[****] ...
(Valie) u wan meetup ah?
(Valie) meet for wad
[****] ya
[****] play checkers
(Valie) bud i dunno u lehz
[****] aiya no need to know la
[****] we meet up then know each ther better lor
Sean: OMG baby. I suck in this. lol.
Valie: HAHAHAHA. So funny la!
Sean: meet up play checkers LOL
Valie: So funny la! Must say for sex!
Valie: We go on from there
(Valie) meet up for wad
[****] SEX
[****] steamy SEX
(Valie) eee. you so direct one
Sean: OMG. We are so cute
^^
6 more bloody days to my 16 birthday!
In case you might ask, "how are you?!"
I say that I'm absolutely fine.
I'm currently happily mugging chemistry. Few more chaps to close book. WheEee~
And Me and Sean are very good. Honeymoon period? We are busy sorting our relationship out (to make sure that we spend equal time with friends, studies, ourselves and make sure that he don't barge into my life. HAHAHAHA) in the past 2 weeks.
Oh. The colon pain acted up again in school yesterday. Thank godness the polyclinic is just beside me. And Sean is being so sweet to help me divert my attention on something else so that I won't feel the pain. I don't understand what happened to me! The previous time I did an ultrasound scan (ultrasound scan is NOT only for pregnant ladies ok!) nothing was wrong with me. This time round I did an urine sample and NOTHING is wrong with me again! Then why am I experiencing pain in the colon? Stupid stomach and the digestive system.
And a bloody beautician spammed my blog twice.
Some overdue pictures as well:
Friday Chilling Outing (21/9)
