Feeling very x 100,000,000 down now. Labels: misc
Many many things happened. Big matters, small ones, happened all in one shot. Stress adds on, sadness overides the happiness, I felt that there is a very heavy burden on my shoulder. It hinders my breathing. And I felt fucking terrible. Even the only stable support I have left me, for good. I very much wanted a real friend now, a friend whom I can rely on everytime when I am down, a friend who supports me. I need someone whom I can hold onto at this very moment, otherwise I might just collaspe. You might not see me again for the rest of your life if the support is gone. Who knows?
I am actually, a very pyscotic person. I might seem normal to you, but I am actually not. I dont know exactly what causes the change, but it's definetly not him. The thing that I love is that I love biting things. Since small, I have a habit of biting things. Straws, blankets bla bla. You might think that I am crazy, but it's true. Now I love biting people more than biting anything in this world. I reach out for their arms, and bite them until they feel pain. The more they felt, the happier I am.
I am always slacking this year. From big bags to tote bag, from tote bag to small sling bag. I am slacking and slacking. The reason for this is because that I felt very stress. So the more I felt stress, the more I will do lesser work.
My temper is getting wierder each day. Felt that scolding every people I met, otherwise, I will sit in one corner. My character is behaving such a manner that I dont know what I am doing sometimes. Sometimes I felt that I am crazy. Seriously, I think I need a counseller.
Do you think that I am mad?
