I dont know how I felt about this, but something is just not right. Labels: misc
I was chatting with my cousin just now about her boyfriend and was giving advices to her. Seriously, at first.. I dont know if I should give her advices. Because shes older than me, and naturally should have more experience in this. But I went through the exact same incidents before, and my cousin's bf and him are so alike in terms of personality so I gave my advices to her. Somehow as we talked, I copied one of the incidents from his blog and pasted into the conversation. I told her what happened, and as I type.. I cried.
That's so wrong.
I mean, I shouldnt be crying over the past.. but somehow I feel that I have not totally let go of him. When we chatted in the conversation, these bits and pieces of the pasts flashed in my mind. the more I typed, the more I cried.
Or is it because I'm missing the past?
Ocasionally I will look at his blog, viewed all the past incidents about us. The moment I came online, I will look at his nick. Everytime when I SMS-ed the alumnis, I will SMS him first. Everytime he came back to school with his bros, I will noticed him first.
Something is missing in my life, but I dont know what.
