I'm too lazy and too busy to update recently. And yes, I came to update today because Henry is craving for my exciting entry. Labels: misc
But basically, I've got no mood to crap anymore. My dear cousin isn't going to support me on Drama Nite because of her boyfriend. MY ONE AND ONLY CHANCE TO PERFORM IN A THEATRE PEOPLE. We, the Dramapians do not have the luxury of making another production. Sigh.
I think I have depression.
Two days ago (12 AM now), I was reading the IN-magazine and there was 2 full page article on Depression. And there I saw, "SYMPTONS OF DEPRESSION":
- feeling sad most of the time
- feeling like you have no energy to do things and always wanted to sleep
- gets irritated easily over small things
- thoughts of death or suicidal
Seriously, I have all four symptons. I'm serious, no kidding. About death/suicidal, sometimes when I was crossing the road, I will feel like stopping in the middle of the road suddenly and let the car run me down.
I dont know since when I'm feeling that way. I guess the thought is in my mind for quite awhile. Perhaps since primary 6.
Sigh, forget it. I think no one will care. Not even those that I care for.
People please stop being so apathetic, will you?
